I told myself that today was the day. I've done so much lately from planning my son's 10th birthday party, future trips and vacations to bridesmaid duties and ALWAYS being on mom duty....I had to do it. I couldn't put it off any longer. If I could make time for everyone else it was time, past time for me to make time for future Chalina.

I don't know the direction I am going into, but I'd like to be transparent for a moment if you please......I've been afraid. Everyone blogs, everyone vlogs, everyone has a YouTube channel, what sets me aside from them? What would allow me to draw a following? Why would people care about what I have to say?

I don't have the answers, but God does. He is my everything. He is my calm, my peace, my agility, my shelter....shall I go on? My intent isn't to be "holier than thou" but rather provide you with the premise behind me finally getting on my feet. Now I just have to learn how to walk.

I said I've been afraid, because I have. I procrastinate because I fear failure, I don't want things to go wrong, and when they do, I run. The problem is in most cases you have to sort through the failure to grab the lesson, and who wants to do that?

So I've run, for years and years, not understanding why I didn't feel completely whole. Why did I have this insatiable appetite I couldn't fill? I've now figured, it's because I am not doing what God has gifted me to do.

So I am beginning.  The thing that will set me aside is MY STORY. God will provide the avenue, I just have to decide on whether I keep driving or  remain in park out of fear ...

Stay tuned.

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  2. I’m so proud of you girl!!

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    1. Thank you friend, you've been in my corner from day 1....there's way more to come, not just the blog.

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    2. This will be epic! Your writing is so real and down to earth. But polished! Can't wait for the next one. You've got me hooked already

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    3. Thank you so much!love ya!

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  3. This made my day. I love you and this and everything about you!!! I’m so proud of you and will be following you every step of the way. I’m happy you are sharing your talent and love of writing with the world!

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  4. Thank you so much! This really means A lot coming from you. I look up to you, if I could be half theveomn you are I'd be grateful. I love you!

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  5. I look forward to reading your story Lena. You have so much that the world wants to know and it’s tine to let it ALL out!!! Love you sister!!! ��

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  6. My morning just got better! This is wonderful and special just like you! Thank you for sharing your gifts! I already know how amazing you are, and now the rest of the world will too!

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  7. I'm proud of you Chalina. This first entry is inspiring.

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  8. Wow, this just ministered to my spirit! 🙌🏾
    Thank you for being transparent! I am so proud of you! 😘

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  9. LINA,

    I am so...proud of you! You have ALWAYS been so...talented in writing, styling, and the list goes on! So happy that the world will finally get to see and be moved by your gift! Love you to pieces...Get it LINA!!!!!

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